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Tuesday September 23, 2014 11:20:06 AM

Good Morning

≠ the opinions of others will not ≠ posted: Tuesday the 23rd of September, 2014 09:38:19 AM

affect my commitment to recovery. so once again the worm has turned back to one of the gossip entries. i could say a whole lot about a bunch of other people and may not be wrong in doing so. today, however, i feel no need to run anyone down into the ground, even if they deserve it. nope, not me, not today.
what i heard when i could finally slow down and listen was that what others think and say about me, may be important to my social standing, but i cannot nor will allow it to force me from the rooms.
lost my train of thought as well as my work, so back to this task and letting the others go.
as i sit here at work, way behind on my AM stuff, i wonder when and if i will ever be over my need to look better than i actually am? i want to be talked about, but only in the most awesome sense. i do not want foibles exposed to the light of day. i do not want my not so awesome behaviors revealed to the general public. and any problems i have in my life, i want to keep under the cone of silence, after all, i do not want the fellowship commenting amongst themselves how fVcked i am. so i sit and suffer in the quiet darkness, waiting for some sort of sign that i am okay to share, a cosmic green light as it were. well guess what, that light is always on, i just choose to ignore it.
anyhow time to journey off for my second round of coffee, it be a good day to be clean!

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Another Look!

gossip and recovery posted on: Thursday, September 23, 2004 by: donnot
∞ living my commitment ∞ posted on: Friday, September 23, 2005 by: donnot
↔ the more secure i become with my personal program, the decisions i make, ↔ posted on: Saturday, September 23, 2006 by: donnot
↔ i may be unhappy when others gossip about me. ↔ posted on: Sunday, September 23, 2007 by: donnot
μ i have to face it: in the fellowship, i live in a glass house of sorts. μ posted on: Tuesday, September 23, 2008 by: donnot
∼ if i withdraw from the fellowship and isolate myself to avoid gossip ∼ posted on: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 by: donnot
‡ in accordance with the principles of recovery ‡ posted on: Thursday, September 23, 2010 by: donnot
« i am committed to being involved in the fellowship » posted on: Friday, September 23, 2011 by: donnot
* the BEST way to deal with gossip is  : posted on: Sunday, September 23, 2012 by: donnot
£ my fellow members know more about £ posted on: Monday, September 23, 2013 by: donnot