โ new ways to practice my program โ
Posted: Wed, Jun 29, 2005 06:33:17 AM
i know what complacency does for me. i become very restless, irritated, discontented and life generally just sucks! of course, i could recognize those symptoms and do something about it, but most of the time i just twist for a few days and whine about everything to everyone.
well after finishing step work last night and the reading this morning, i have come to the realization that i am up against the human limitations of what i can do right now to grow. so that means i need to turn to the divine and although i am tired of living in insanity, i am not ready to move on.
and that brings me back to complacency. i can stay where i am, living in insanity and ignoring the gifts that recovery brings or i can find the COURAGE to walk through my fears, ask for divine intervention and live.
quite a choice.
i will let go at least a little bit and see what happens
maybe!
∞ DT∞
well after finishing step work last night and the reading this morning, i have come to the realization that i am up against the human limitations of what i can do right now to grow. so that means i need to turn to the divine and although i am tired of living in insanity, i am not ready to move on.
and that brings me back to complacency. i can stay where i am, living in insanity and ignoring the gifts that recovery brings or i can find the COURAGE to walk through my fears, ask for divine intervention and live.
quite a choice.
i will let go at least a little bit and see what happens
maybe!
∞ DT∞