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Mon, Jun 7, 2021 06:52:14 AM


🌅 believing in myself 🌅
posted: Mon, Jun 7, 2021 06:52:14 AM

 

well i am back home and hitting the ground running. i did keep abreast of work while i was on vacation and i am grateful that i did. when i checked into work, there was not hundreds of emails and customer requests to deal with, in fact, it was almost as if i was never gone. getting back into the swing of things, is not quite as easy as all of that, but sitting in my home after sleeping in my own bed, i am ready to face the day, starting with heading over to the pet resort to pick-up little miss daisy and drive her home.
my story does not include returning to the fellowship after a relapse, yet. i do have to own the fact that there have been times when i not only wanted the support of my peers, i NEEDED that support. the past six months has been one of those periods of time. this morning, i feel rested, relaxed and for once in a very long time, okay just being me, even if i do not know who that me, happens to be. i am not sure what this day will bring, but i have HOPE that i will be able to move forward with the projects on my desk, be okay with what comes down the pike and live a bit better than i was living eight days ago. with that in mind, it is time to step forward and get rolling on my day.

∞ DT ∞

 

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¹ just for today, i will have faith THAT someone believes in me ¹ 564 words ➥ Tuesday, June 7, 2011 by: donnot
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✆ and wants to ☎ 747 words ➥ Wednesday, June 7, 2017 by: donnot
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🌼 having faith  🌼 408 words ➥ Sunday, June 7, 2020 by: donnot
😕 i can feel 😞 337 words ➥ Tuesday, June 7, 2022 by: donnot
😵 maintaining 😵 632 words ➥ Wednesday, June 7, 2023 by: donnot
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☯ The Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao ☯

THE TAO TEH KING, OR THE TAO AND ITS CHARACTERISTICS
by Lao-Tse
Translated by James Legge

Book 1

5) The relation of the Tao to all the world is like that of the great
rivers and seas to the streams from the valleys