โ the end of the road? โ
Posted: Sat, Apr 22, 2006 12:52:29 PM
well it certainly feels like it sometimes! not really, i have come to the conclusion that although i cannot see down the path ahead of me, i need to have FAITH that what lies ahead is more of what has already occurred. namely spiritual, emotional and general growth. i am not the type who likes to live in the her and now, i want to have stability in my day to day affairs and lately what i have been getting is new and different. in fact, i am pounding this out just before leaving for the airport to participate in an event that at one time was way beyond my wildest dreams.
anyways, i wish i could write more, but i have allowed the time to slip away from me this morning and now am in a crunch to get this done, as well as another thousand things on my way to california. so hopefully i will find the ways and means to update this while i am gone and if not i hope all of those who read this little ditty on a periodic basis will forgive me, after all there are only so many hours in a day!
a post script: i do not often write a second blog but i have a few extra minutes on my journey today ...
... so here it goes.
i am a bit anxious about what is coming up over the next couple of days and am doing my best to muster the courage necessary to continue through to the end! right now, i want to run away and find a place to hide for the next eight days and pretend i do got kidnapped or something! kind of silly but you know it seems REALLY fucking silly! i will be all right and i do not even need to scream! life is good today and i will be okay. so off to catch my plane and move forward down the road!
anyways, i wish i could write more, but i have allowed the time to slip away from me this morning and now am in a crunch to get this done, as well as another thousand things on my way to california. so hopefully i will find the ways and means to update this while i am gone and if not i hope all of those who read this little ditty on a periodic basis will forgive me, after all there are only so many hours in a day!
a post script: i do not often write a second blog but i have a few extra minutes on my journey today ...
... so here it goes.
i am a bit anxious about what is coming up over the next couple of days and am doing my best to muster the courage necessary to continue through to the end! right now, i want to run away and find a place to hide for the next eight days and pretend i do got kidnapped or something! kind of silly but you know it seems REALLY fucking silly! i will be all right and i do not even need to scream! life is good today and i will be okay. so off to catch my plane and move forward down the road!
∞ DT ∞