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Fri, Nov 24, 2017 01:45:37 PM


🌃 adjusting my expectations 🌃
posted: Fri, Nov 24, 2017 01:45:37 PM

 

to reality, not expecting reality to adjust just to my expectations, is certainly a good topic for the blackest of all Fridays, as it were. I feel sort of odd, not being out and about at noon looking for the next bargain I can find. Somehow, this year I am content with what I have, just for tight now and do not need to exercise my one in ↝ one out rule of shopping. The day however is far from over and I am sitting here taking a break from the tourist doings of today, thinking about how to adjust my expectations to meet reality/ it is ironic that we attended the only meeting in this town last night. I ha my motives, as I wanted to an friend and peer I had not seen in quite some time, and that expectation was met. I lost did not fare as poorly as I expected, in my fantasy football league yesterday and there is still some HOPE, I can pull out another victory this week, slim as it is, I am not expecting to do so.
The room we are staying in, is a bit cozier than I like, the heating is not my favorite, and we are on the very end of the building next to a busy street. Could I find more fault with the accommodations, why yes I could, I choose however not to, as it is comfortable, wishing walking distance of all the happenings and most importantly I am not in front of my computer and Kathy is not doing hair. I think I am about to nap and chill until hunger sets in and it is time to head back towards the main vein for the holiday festivities, after all, how long can a para=de last in this little town? More on that tomorrow!
Right here and right now? I am content and lacking any expectations for the next 72 hours. Reality will pass me by, no matter what the POTUS says, or extremists blow up in the world. I can be okay knowing that I am loved, can afford this weekend and just might do something cray-cray for gift giving this Christmas. It will take some sneaking out and skulking around to accomplish my task, but I am fairly skilled at that and I will see what happens over the next few days. So off to nap time in the hills of Colorado.

∞ DT ∞

 

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☯ The Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao ☯

THE TAO TEH KING, OR THE TAO AND ITS CHARACTERISTICS
by Lao-Tse
Translated by James Legge

Book 1

4) They who preserve this method of the Tao do not wish to be full
(of themselves). It is through their not being full of themselves
that they can afford to seem worn and not appear new and complete.