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Fri, Feb 1, 2019 10:16:27 AM
🌬 absolutely nothing 🌾
posted: Fri, Feb 1, 2019 10:16:27 AM
Jay T,
TWENTY-ONE (21) years clean today!
Thank you for sharing this journey with me.
but seriously, how does one determine if one is in a state of active recovery? i cannot and will not answer that question for anyone else, but for this addict, it is when i feel connected to my fellowship, my peers, and to the world around me. it is when i understand that stuff happens and it does not indicate that i have been “chosen to suffer.” i get to CHOOSE my recovery path today and i can say that using something -- a behavior or a substance -- is always an option. the choice i make today, is to foster my recovery journey, rather than stunt its growth. i can carry the weight of what happened to me, for as long as i desire, or i can drop it off, right here and right now. today, i choose to live and be a part of my active recovery and leave the illusion of being a victim of addiction behind.
∞ DT ∞
While the author is a member of a 12 Step recovery fellowship, these writings are not intended to endorse or express the published wisdom of any fellowship.
These writings are not meant to be socially or politically correct, and if you take issue with any opinions expressed, please seek the guidance of someone wiser than me.
Another Look!
∞ including myself ∞ 273 words ➥ Tuesday, February 1, 2005 by: donnot∞ letting go of being different ∞ 529 words ➥ Wednesday, February 1, 2006 by: donnot
∞ letting go of my uniqueness and surrendering to this simple way of life, i am bound to find that i feel a part of something. ∞ 139 words ➥ Thursday, February 1, 2007 by: donnot
μ there is no excuse for missing out on recovery, nothing that can make me … 582 words ➥ Friday, February 1, 2008 by: donnot
Δ but you do not understand, i am different! i said throughout my active addiction Δ 576 words ➥ Sunday, February 1, 2009 by: donnot
⋅ my individual circumstances and differences are irrelevant ⋅ 532 words ➥ Monday, February 1, 2010 by: donnot
∠ only after surrender, am i able to overcome the alienation of addiction ∠ 786 words ➥ Tuesday, February 1, 2011 by: donnot
“ but you do not understand! ” 574 words ➥ Wednesday, February 1, 2012 by: donnot
∧ BUT, i am different! i have really got it rough! ∧ 623 words ➥ Friday, February 1, 2013 by: donnot
… i felt different … 434 words ➥ Saturday, February 1, 2014 by: donnot
ζ as an addict, i can use ζ 666 words ➥ Sunday, February 1, 2015 by: donnot
❅ hardships ❆ 747 words ➥ Monday, February 1, 2016 by: donnot
♧ letting go ♣ 952 words ➥ Wednesday, February 1, 2017 by: donnot
🛡 BUT, i am different! 🛠 532 words ➥ Thursday, February 1, 2018 by: donnot
🤫 trying to escape 🤫 357 words ➥ Saturday, February 1, 2020 by: donnot
🌵 using almost 🏴 553 words ➥ Monday, February 1, 2021 by: donnot
🤔 BUT, you 🤪 478 words ➥ Tuesday, February 1, 2022 by: donnot
😉 finding recovery 😏 623 words ➥ Wednesday, February 1, 2023 by: donnot
💡 listening leads 💡 452 words ➥ Thursday, February 1, 2024 by: donnot
☯ The Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao ☯
by Lao-Tse
Translated by James Legge
Book 1
1) Who knows his manhood's strength,
Yet still his female feebleness maintains;
As to one channel flow the many drains,
All come to him, yea, all beneath the sky.
Thus he the constant excellence retains;
The simple child again, free from all stains.
Who knows how white attracts,
Yet always keeps himself within black's shade,
The pattern of humility displayed,
Displayed in view of all beneath the sky;
He in the unchanging excellence arrayed,
Endless return to man's first state has made.
Who knows how glory shines,
Yet loves disgrace, nor e'er for it is pale;
Behold his presence in a spacious vale,
To which men come from all beneath the sky.
The unchanging excellence completes its tale;
The simple infant man in him we hail.