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Mon, Aug 31, 2020 06:33:24 AM
🌄 losing track 🌄
posted: Mon, Aug 31, 2020 06:33:24 AM
of what i have been given. this morning, i am rushing to get a whole lot done in the little time i have left. in twenty minutes i will be going away for two days of fourteeners and the fact that i can do that, is a gift i GOT as a result of getting clean, staying clean and learning to live a program of recovery. i GOT to spend some time with friends last night and i have more of a life than i think i deserve. i could stay there, but this morning i can see that day by day, i have earned all that i have and that i NEED to say that, yes i am grateful for all of this and be aware that all of it can be lost in a heartbeat, if i choose to use. i have no desire to use this morning and i am marching into this day knowing full well that the grace i have to live this life, is a direct result of those dark days that led me to the light of recovery.
∞ DT ∞
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While the author is a member of a 12 Step recovery fellowship, these writings are not intended to endorse or express the published wisdom of any fellowship.
These writings are not meant to be socially or politically correct, and if you take issue with any opinions expressed, please seek the guidance of someone wiser than me.
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☯ The Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao ☯
by Lao-Tse
Translated by James Legge
Book 1
3) If this transformation became to me an object of desire, I would
express the desire by the nameless simplicity.
Simplicity without a name
Is free from all external aim.
With no desire, at rest and still,
All things go right as of their will.