Some memes

because someone else worked Step Twelve. i am no stranger to chaos and conflict in the fellowship. i often forget that clean times does not equal recovery, or always knowing what the next right thing to do is. coming to term with that has meant that i do not offer unsolicited advice nor do i attempt to make my shadow bigger or grander than anyone else in the room. humility, as log in coming to me, as i lived a life trapped in a fantasy world of always being right about every fucking thing.
as i get to my third and final day of creating my political fantasy AI image. i have found that it has been a fun distraction and it is time to let it go and get back to taking care of bringing home some bacon. life does not stop, just because i want to take a vacation from it. the past few days remind me of what it was like to live in obsession and compulsion. as interesting as it has been, i am starting to feel it working me over and it is more than time to let it go and return to real life.
i really am okay today and as this day grinds on, i will pay more attention to what i am being told, what i feel and how i am handling stuff. it is a good day to be clean. it is a better day to remember who and what i am, an addict in recovery, doing hi best to be a better person that i was yesterday.

∞ DT ∞