self-acceptance??
Posted: Tue, Jun 22, 2004 04:29:54 AM
why is it so difficult for me to let people i care for, love and trust into some places in my life?
what is the payoff for hiding?
it probably is that if i risk nothing i get nothing. i have accepted nothing for so long that the risk of trying for more seems to be unacceptable to me.
well just for today i will try and accept the risk of letting others see me for all that i am and stop hiding behind the walls. i do have the tools in my life that i need to move out of indifference and ego.
what is the payoff for hiding?
it probably is that if i risk nothing i get nothing. i have accepted nothing for so long that the risk of trying for more seems to be unacceptable to me.
well just for today i will try and accept the risk of letting others see me for all that i am and stop hiding behind the walls. i do have the tools in my life that i need to move out of indifference and ego.